the time is 10:48

The weekend was spent hanging out on the beaches and just enjoying everyone’s company. It was a good time. Sunday was spent on the peir. A bunch of us jumped on and off. Some of the girls were trying to master the art of the back flip. But they came out with a few more bruises. It was a restful afternoon. 

That evening, Team Greece met up and started planning for the first fundraiser. A few of the girls on our team don’t quiet have the money for outreach, but we trust God will provide. We made breakfast sandwiches, i haven’t had an egg and a glass of milk in I don’t know how long. It tasted oh so good! 

Then monday started. This week was called Revival and Reformation. The speaker was MOrgan Perry. If any of you know her story or heard of the story she is telling, she is such an inspiration! Morgan Perry did a DTS a few years back and went on the world track then started making a documentary on sex trafficking. The movie is called Sex and Money, if you haven’t seen it, you should. It really brings the injustice to life. She taught for three days. Here is what i learned from Morgan: 

1. There were injustices that God was fighting back in the bible, and they are the same ones we are fighting. For example, there are three different gods that God warned the Israelites about; Molech, Ashera, and Baal. Molech was the god who devalued human life, giving sacrifices of their children. Ashera was the god of abuse of sex. And Baal was the abuse of money. 
2. Seek Bibical Foundation 
3. Reading the gospel of JOHN. This was really cool. The whole PhotogenX class read through the entire gospel of John during class. After we finished, the class got the chance to understand Jesus better. 

What i really enjoyed about reading John was the fact that it felt like a story. So often i’ve read scripture in sections, but reading the whole book, made it feel so much more like a story! I read it in order, and wanted to keep reading it. Im going to try and read the whole bible like this. Its going to be a challenge, but it will be so rewarding. The other thing i liked, so going through and highlighting parts of the chapters i haven’t read before, or wondered about . It was an awesome way to go through a gospel.

At the end of the week. I made it home for a wedding. it was a blessed time.  

“This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.” 1 John 4:10

This is love. God has all the love in the world, he created it. So why should i settle, or go for a guy that has no interest in me what-so-ever! Why should i continue to wait for him? here is his chance, and he’s not going to take it. WEll i’ve waited long enough not to get a cold shoulder. Don’t i deserve something more then that. No, when i fall in love or love comes knocking at my door, it’ll be because the guy, whoever he might be, will be interested in me and want to be with me. That is all.. 

God;s love is enough. Why bother waiting for someones love that may not even exist. 

yes its the afternoon. 

yes im not at work because i am sick today .

but well enough to read and to rewrite. 

I went back and looked at some of my older posts. And all i have to say is wow!
i look back and remember how broken i was, and how lost i felt . I haven’t written on this blog for a long time, because i feel like life has turned it self around somehow. I finally have become connected with God. my life feels fuller now, and i feel bad for the people who are still broken, who are lost.

God is the healer. The saviour and the provider, he leads me. I dont feel so lost anymore . God has been directing me and i am looking forward to moving forward !

Praise God from whom all blessing flow!
praise him all creatures here below! 

im not so sure that how you spell it but thats how i feel today. 

HOLLIE FREAKEN MOLLIE!!!!!! 

so i met this guy.. .bla bla bla yes i met another guy. And now its time to say goodbye. Dec. 08 2011. Hm .. i know what i have to do, but its just so hard to do. Im tired of being alone, and i get the attention from him, but he’s just a bad idea! A BAD IDEA!! that should stop me right there, but it doesn’t or the fact that he has a criminal record, nope that didn’t stop me either.. or the fact that he sleeps around.. yeah that should stop me.. but no i still like the freaken guy.. tsk tsk on a stick!!!!!   arg.. :( 

so dramatic. but i think i;ve been dramatic enough about this relationship. I dont ever get to see him, i wont get to … and i wont see him for christmas either.. cause its a BAD IDEA!!!!!